Broken Journey

Ask me anything   Hello :) My name is Crystal, Im 17 and I struggle with EDNOS and selfharm. I would say Im quite easy to talk to and I dont have strong opinions on someone unless they really piss me off.
Im 5'2" and 154lbs/ 11st.
2 years ago I weighed 196lbs/ 14st until a guy I liked told me I had a kebab meat body and everyone saw an aweful picture of me on the beach when on a school holiday to spain!
From there my weight has fluctuented and I have continued to loose weight throughout all of the binge and purges. I wouldn't wish anyone to have my lifestyle and on here I do not wish to promote it, simply find people who share the same daily struggles as me and vent my feelings.
I hope to be able to get to 140lbs/10st by the end on June 2013 and 120lbs/ 8st7lbs by November 2013. Love. Peace. Hope.
Cut free for 215 days! (9th April 2013) I don't know how the fuck I've done it and I'm struggling at the moment, but I'm proud of myself :') <3





People need to realize the significance of this post, because when I reblogged it it was just blank so I think some people may not understand what this is trying to say

Adopting an animal (or buying from someone close to you who has recently had puppies, kittens, etc) is not like simply going to the store and buying a toy. You do not just get to throw it away once you are done with it and it stops being cute in your eyes

This is a real living thing that has emotions, needs, and wants, not something to be thrown away when YOU are done after YOU entered at commitment to raise and care for this animal. 

What’s just as bad as dumping the animal off just anywhere you want, whether it be on the side of the road or in a shelter, is that a lot of these animals end up dying after that. Animals are NOT always adopted and strays are not always picked up. Animals can get put down, run over, tortured, and a list of other things 

People should really think about what they are responsible for before they bring an animal into their life

Not to mention that that animal loves you, you are his world, and when you drop him off at the shelter - or worse, in the street - you are abandoning him. He doesn’t know what he did wrong, he thinks you’ll come back, maybe you just dropped him off for a bit and you’ll come back to him.
Not only did you make a commitment, but that animal loves you and throwing them away isn’t just breaking that commitment, it’s throwing away someone who doesn’t understand why you don’t love him anymore and where you went.

This is so important. Animals are NOT toys you just can’t return them because you got bored. Think first before you buy a cute little puppy for your stupid girlfriend or sister or whatever. Okay. This just make me so mad that I can’t keep talking about it. Seriously you have no heart if you do this. Seriously

This shit pisses me off

How could you be so hateful to that poor puppy who loves you 

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