Broken Journey
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Hello :) My name is Crystal, Im 17 and I struggle with EDNOS and selfharm. I would say Im quite easy to talk to and I dont have strong opinions on someone unless they really piss me off.
Im 5'2" and 154lbs/ 11st.
2 years ago I weighed 196lbs/ 14st until a guy I liked told me I had a kebab meat body and everyone saw an aweful picture of me on the beach when on a school holiday to spain!
From there my weight has fluctuented and I have continued to loose weight throughout all of the binge and purges. I wouldn't wish anyone to have my lifestyle and on here I do not wish to promote it, simply find people who share the same daily struggles as me and vent my feelings.
I hope to be able to get to 140lbs/10st by the end on June 2013 and 120lbs/ 8st7lbs by November 2013. Love. Peace. Hope.
Cut free for 215 days! (9th April 2013) I don't know how the fuck I've done it and I'm struggling at the moment, but I'm proud of myself :') <3
Im 5'2" and 154lbs/ 11st.
2 years ago I weighed 196lbs/ 14st until a guy I liked told me I had a kebab meat body and everyone saw an aweful picture of me on the beach when on a school holiday to spain!
From there my weight has fluctuented and I have continued to loose weight throughout all of the binge and purges. I wouldn't wish anyone to have my lifestyle and on here I do not wish to promote it, simply find people who share the same daily struggles as me and vent my feelings.
I hope to be able to get to 140lbs/10st by the end on June 2013 and 120lbs/ 8st7lbs by November 2013. Love. Peace. Hope.
Cut free for 215 days! (9th April 2013) I don't know how the fuck I've done it and I'm struggling at the moment, but I'm proud of myself :') <3
Death of a Fat Girl: eliseheather: steps-to-normality: •do not make jokes about eating... →
•do not make jokes about eating disorders
•do not comment on the calorie content of someones food
•do not comment on how much someone eats
•do not joke about someones weight
•do not talk proudly about starving themselves
Your silly little…
67904) As much as I’d love to become friends with someone who has an eating disorder so we can relate and I’ll feel less alone, I won’t do so because I know I’ll get competitive and ruin everything.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
67896) When I was x years old, I was complaining about my thighs rubbing together in a skirt. My dad told me I should start using a treadmill. Preoccupations with thigh gaps don’t just begin on Tumblr.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
67897) I used to have dreams and hopes. I actually believed this was finally my time. For the first time I actually believed in my self… Silly me… Thinking I could actually be happy. I guess this is my secret slow suicide…
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
67857) When I was a little girl I wanted to more than anything to be a dancer. But my dad told me I didn’t “have the right body”. It was 8 years ago and I haven’t danced since
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
because food is necessary for survival, vitamins and happiness and not to mention it’s fucking great
(Source: dont-eat-be-beautiful, via p-u-r-g-ed)